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| The ball drops & it's a new year.
You are beside me, breathing me in.
Our lips lock and the adventures begin.
I don't know how it gets better than this. 
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You have this power over me.
You are the only person who can make me reach my highest high.
At the same time you are the only one who can put me at my lowest low.
You can either bring rain or shine into my day. 
I am exhausted.
I have a habit of caring so much for someone who could never do the same.
You put so much into others only to be let down in many cases.
I am exhausted.
Tired of the confusion.
Tired of putting myself on the line.
Tired of jumping every time you say jump.
Only for you not to catch me.
I am not a toy, and this is not a game.
I have a heart and I have emotions.
So next time you want to play.
You can think again.
Game Over. 
A heart.
A heart with a constant steady pulse.
A gift to give that is as delicate as glass.
Some choose to wear their heart on their sleeve.
Entrusting their most precious and personal possession to another.
Others decide to lock their hearts up and hide the key.
These are the people who have entrusted their love with another, and whose glass has shattered.
Some are lucky when taking that leap, and others not so lucky.
The question is how do you ever know?
How do you ever know the difference between true security and heartache?
The answer is you never do.
It is always a gamble.
You may win some.
You may lose some.
It could hurt like Hell, or it could feel like Heaven.
The truth is many will have to go through that pain and through that hell. In order to one day see the light.
Don’t be afraid of the pain because it will make you grow.
One day you are destined for that happiness and for the love that most of us deserve. 
so seriously i tend to watch disney movies a lot.
and well i'm finding them really unrealistic.
either that or my prince charming got hit by a bus or tractor trailor of some sorts.
depressing much?
but congrats to belle for actually finding a beast that you could fall in love with.
also to snow white and sleeping beauty who have found that one magical kiss that either wakes them from sleeping for eternities or deadly poison apples.
or who can forget cinderella ...who amazingly booked it at the stroke of midnight and didn't even shatter the glass slipper which ultimately could have cut her foot off.
oh yeah and to ariel who actually ended up having legs and still being able to sing her little heart out!
oh the wonderful world of disney. 
I've got these amazing people in my life.
some may call them friends, but I don't.
I call them my guardian angels.
There through thick and thin
There through the good and the bad
If there is one thing I have learned, it is that with them I am never alone.
I never have to be alone.
Another thing I have learned is that I can always be me.
I have no fears and no insecurites.
My guardian angels would have me no other way.
I would not have it any other way.
They make this life worth living.
They make all my breaths worth taking.
My life would not be the same without my irreplaceable guardian angels.
He is better as a memory, than as my man. | | |
| We are total opposites, who are painting a blank canvas.
In the world of our differences, we connect.
We turn that blank canvas into a beautiful work of art. 
Everything may feel as though it is falling apart.
In those moments I shut out the world.
You are the only one who knows how to open the door.
You are the one who rebuilds my sanity.
You are the one who gives me the feelings that make me feel as though i could conquer the world.
You make all of it worthwhile. 
I can see right through you.
I can see your insecurities.
You throw out your mixed signals, because you are afraid.
You are scared because for once in your life, this moment feels right. 
Your best friend.
This person is your other half.
Odds are, they know more about yourself then you do.
This person is there through thick and thin.
If you were to lose them you would lose yourself.
When you think of angels, think of your your best friend.
The reason being that they are always by your side, untill the end of time. 
Cause everytime you're missing,
I feel like i'm losing part of me
---- Jordyn Taylor 
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| Faced with a decision.
A decision that could change your life.
Do you settle for the worst?
Do you strive for the best?
It's your world, It's your life.
You write the story.
You write your ending. 
She strives to find her true meaning.
She strives to find her true beauty.
She searches for guidance.
She wants to know who she is.
She wants to know if she will ever make a difference. 
Capture the moment.
For the moment is the treasure.
A treasure to be kept within our souls.
A treasure to be kept within our hearts. 
So you want me to describe this relationship.
Well the reality is I can't.
Because no words can describe the feelings I have inside of me.
He was the best thing that happened to me.
He was the one who opened my eyes to the world.
He was the one who opened my heart.
The one I gave my everything too.
He changed my life.
For better or for worse.
He was my love.
He was my life.
He was my everything.
You want to the know the truth.
Well here it is.
He is still all of those things. 
Invisible girl.
Stop being so scared.
Show the world who you really are.
Who cares what they think?
All that matters is that you are true to yourself. 
Go ahead just walk away.
Be a coward.
Take the easy way out.
That is what you do best. 
I am going to make the best out of life.
You can wish for me to fail.
But I will prove you wrong.
You can wish for me to fall.
But I will prove you wrong.
I will not falter.
I will stay strong.
I will follow my heart.
I will be me.
So deal with it. 
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| So you feel suffocated.
You feel as though the wind has been knocked out of you.
You feel like you are gasping for every breath of air you can find.
Don't give up, because it's there.
Just breathe babe.
There is hope.
I am me and I won't change for anyone.
I stick by my morals.
I don't compromise my values.
I don't force myself to fit in.
If you don't like that, then thats on you.
If your smart you will learn.
You will learn that its better to be yourself, then to lose yourself in a crowd of people who you can't even begin to understand.
You will learn that the only people who matter are the ones who love you as you are.
So just relax.
Be you.
Because thats the best thing you can do. 
The hardest part of growing up is losing the people you love.
Losing the people you trust.
People surprise you.
Sometimes someone who you think is your best friend.
Can turn out to be your worst enemy.
The hardest part is realizing that everything you had was all fake.
That behind all of the "i love you's"
Was someone who you really didn't even know.
A part of me will always love you.
And a part of me will always hate you.
Because the truth is.
You were the best chapter of my life.
But you were also the most painful chapter.
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